I'm Sorry. I Apologise and I Love You!

by Her Marshmallow
(India)

My Love Mooney... There rests no doubt in my mind that you are the best thing I have ever had in my life. You have been a source of energy, inspiration and happiness to me ever since we have been together. Everyday I wake up with the thoughts of you revolving in my mind, pass my entire day thinking about you, and sleep with a regret that maybe those hilltop mornings and lakeside evenings would have been longer.

You have given me everything you possibly could and much more than what I had ever expected. You refreshed me with your talks, drenched me with your love, mesmerized me with your musical cord, and killed me with your eyes.

I have not been fair to you, have never reciprocated with the same kind of affection you had for me. My insistence to bring you to my room everyday, sneak
out with you at some lonely place, get my hands over you has made you feel that is all I wanted or cared for. People will be surprised to know if I say that I haven't even taken you out for a date.

You realise the worth and value of something only when you don't have it. This is what i have been feeling ever since you went away from me. There is a kind of vacuum, emptiness, and solitude in every second you have been away from me.

Just wanted to affirm that my feelings for you go much beyond sex, lust or any momentary physical comfort. I want to marry you, have kids and family, and spend the rest of my life hand in hand with you.

Hope your kind heart can forgive me for all I have done, and we can make a new beginning.

Missing you always,

Forever yours,

Me