I Am Sorry My Love

by Syemi
(Malaysia)

Dear Sweetheart.... I have so many things I want to say and saying sorry is not enough. I want the world to know how much I love you and how sorry I am for tearing us apart. I am making this public so that you could see how sorry I am and how bad I feel about it, I was destroying our relationship and I realize it now.

I am sorry. I don't want you to think that I'm saying those words lightly. I really mean them. I am so sorry. I know that what I did was wrong and I know that it hurt you deeply.

I'm not sure what I was thinking, but I do know that I never wanted to hurt you.

I wish I could take it back, but I can't.

All I can do is try to show you how much I regret what I've done and ask for your forgiveness.

I love you. We have certainly had our share of problems in the past, but we've always been able to work through them. I think we're actually stronger because of them.

I hope that this situation is no different. I will do whatever it takes for you to trust me again, so that we can go back to the way things were.

We've had too many good times together. I take full responsibility for my mistake, so please don't give up on me now.

Please forgive me.

That day that we met in Hong Kong I had so many feelings for you instantly. I knew that one day I wanted to call you my husband.

I cannot forgive myself for pushing you away and treating you the way I did. So I do not expect you to forgive me but to see me before you and see what it has done to me.

I hurt you and my punishment was that it came back to hurt me more.

I know that forgiveness is hard for you after everything we have been through but please know this.

I cannot stop loving you as you have given me so many happy memories.

I wish and hope that one day you will realise that I can be a better person and I only hope that there is some love left in you for me.

I love you Alizain and I always will.