Apology Letter to Chloe

Chloe where do I begin? I suppose I'm sorry is where to start. I am so sorry. I should have just been there for you like I always would have. You have always been there for me. I failed you as a friend. and not a day goes by that I don't regret it. If I hurt you then I'm sorry. That is the last thing I ever wanted to do.

I value our friendship so much. One of my biggest fears was us having a fight and not speaking anymore, and now that's a reality. I'm not sure what to do. I have no one to blame but me. If this is the end there are some things I want you to know.

Chloe what words can I use to describe you? You are an amazing, beautiful, caring, genuine, smart and thoughtful person. Chloe you get me more than anyone I know. We can laugh about anything. And, talk for hours. I couldn't be prouder to call you my friend.

Chloe everything that we talked about how you want a house on the beach and a piano. I know you are going to have that. I know it because I believe in you so much. You are destined to do great things. I know this because you won't settle for less. If anyone deserves to be happy it's you.

After everything you have been through, you deserve to be happy. Chloe if this is the end just know I will miss you so very much. Words can't express how much I will miss you. I could make a list of things I will miss, but I will just miss you as a person, literally everything about you will be missed. But if I could point out one thing I will miss the most it's the confidence you gave me to do anything.

You never gave up on me even when I gave up on my self.  I appreciate everything you have done for me. I will never forget it. And I will never forget you and everything we shared.

Please don't think this was easy. Chloe there will ALWAYS be a place for you in my heart. Maybe one day I'll see you again, until then I just wanted to say again I'm truly sorry and please take care of yourself Chloe.

Your friend,
Leonard L. Saiz