Apology Message Board 22

Posted by Allison

Andrew, I know that the Internet is a vast place, so you will never discover this apology, but I'm going to write it to clear my head.

You were truly the first boy I've ever loved. You taught me to believe in myself, have confidence, smile more, and know that I am beautiful. You saw the true me, imperfections and all, and I took it for granted.

I never knew how much being without you would hurt until it happened.

I don't blame you for breaking up with me because you didn't love me anymore because at that time I didn't love myself either. Later that spring you asked if we could try things again, but I refused. I didn't refuse because the feelings weren't mutual, I refused because I couldn't stand the fact that I'd lose you again.

And know I realize that was the wrong choice. And I'm so, so, so sorry. I should've given us a chance.

Now I'm on this tiny island wishing I was back in your arms and I can't help but think of all the times I took your love for granted. Andrew, you truly are the best man I've ever met and I am forever grateful to you for all you helped me realize about myself. I'm just sorry it took me so long. I love you.

Posted by Edmund TSY

Dear Nessya AL,

I've lost you. I am to blame for all my wrong doings. I wish I could turn back time and amend to my sins and change everything. You loved me. You gave me your everything, your unconditional love throughout these 5 years. I did not cherish them. I know no matter what I say. It doesn't matter anymore to you.

I just want to sincerely apologize to you and tell you that, I really loved you. As you know, I've always been bad with words. The hurt and scars that I've caused, I know it's too much for you to handle. That's why you chose to leave.

I wish you the best in life as you deserve so much better in life. Though deep down I really wish things wouldn't have turned out this way, but I'm only to blame.

Love, chagiya.

Posted by Jacob

I'm sorry that I'm a liar. I'm sorry that I've wasted my talents and intelligence and never made anything out of either of them.

I'm sorry to my wife and to my children for being such a disappointment. I'm sorry I can't help my dad. I'm sorry I am not a role model. I'm sorry I borrowed money from my mother who really can't afford to lend it. I'm sorry to my employees that I am not a good leader.

Posted by Kaethe

Dear everyone in my Group chat, I am so sorry everyone for frightening you all and for what I said!!!! I cant believe I said that!

I didn't mean it at all and wanted you to know I am OK and perfectly sane though you probably greatly question that... I have apologized a lot and I feel I need to apologize a million times more!

I can't even begin to tell you how much I cared about all of you guys making sure I was OK, but I feel bad about being the one who sparked so much fear and worry.

I don't know how to apologize any more and oh my gosh I feel horrible.

Thank you all for understanding. I am so sorry I probably caused a HUGE commotion and a HUGE panic between Y'all!

I am sorry Michelle, Cade, Adam, Helena, Natalie, and most importantly Jeb. I know I sound really pathetic and stuff but you have no idea how much I wish I could go back in time and have never started that conversation!

Posted by Anonymous

I'm so sorry that I lied about the death of my friend. I tried to relate and fit in but that's not something to lie about. I'm so sorry and I promise I won't lie about something like that ever again. I'm so sorry.

Posted by "Me"

Rachel, you deserve a good friend. You deserve a friend who loves you as you are, and that is not me.

I am sorry I was so horrifically rude to you. You were being kind to me and the way I reacted was very inappropriate. I didn't mean to insult you, I just failed to think before acting.

I have no excuse for my behavior, and I promise I will do better in the future. You deserve to be happy, and I wish you all the best. I'm sorry I don't want to be your friend. You're a wonderful person, and you should have several good, close friends. I just can't be one of them.

Posted by Sarah Edwards

Yejee Kim, I am really really sorry about being such a jerk. I'm not sure if your reading this somehow I have a feeling you'll never see this or accept my apology. But I just want to say I am really very sorry. On the note--at the end--I was joking.

I know it sounds like I'm just making this up right now, but I seriously was joking about you being an attention hog and what not. I guess I said it wrong... maybe I shouldn't have said anything at all about being sorry but then we would still hate each other as we do now....(Except maybe you would hate me less and you might've accepted my apology and everything).

I'm not very good at apologizing--at all. Usually I don't apologize. But I know I was wrong. And after we fought for some odd reason Justin asked me out and I realized that I didn't want him. I wanted you. To be friends with me again.

I didn't want to be avoiding you forever and skipping trips to go to the mall just so I wouldn't see you or upset you. I guess I am kinda selfish you know. To think that in some way you will see my apology and then we make up and BAM Disney movie ending. But that's kind of what I am hoping for. To be friends again. Well not really friends, I just don't want you to hate me. Please don't hate me.

Posted by Undeserving

I know I've been dishonest with who I am and what I do. And I know I've done it 4 times in the past and this is the 5th instance I did something stupid again like lie and eventually get found out. I know I'm already asking for too much when I say please give me another chance, but I want to make this work and I'm sorry for all the times I lied and made you believe things...

Honeyboo, this will be the last time I screw up. I promise to always be my true self with and without you. Sana hindi mo ko itaboy. Sana wag mo ko kamuhian. Mahal po kita. Sorry.

Posted by Katie

Dear self, I'm sorry I've been so awful to you recently. I don't know how I expect you to forgive me. I hope one day I can give you the love you deserve.

Posted by "Rather Not Say"

Sixta l.n., Years ago I met a man and fell in love with him. I later found out that he was your husband. I did not stop seeing him even though he told me it was over and I felt like it was a lie.

I am so sorry for the pain I caused you and your family. I want to say I was in a bad place but I wasn't. I was just selfish and greedy.

Please find it in your heart to forgive me. I know I don't deserve it, but the selfish side of me desires it. I truly apologize.

Posted by Sindi

Dear Michael... Babe I'm very sorry about the things I said to you last night. I've tried calling and texting you the whole day but you don't reply. I can't imagine my life without you, I truly am sorry. Please forgive me, I don't think I'll make it if you don't forgive me...

Posted by Prat

I have messed up things with my first cousin badly. I want to apologize for all the wrong deeds. I wish I could take them back. I am truly very very sorry for this mess we are in. I vow to make things normal again. I will live to make you happy and forget the past. This is my heartfelt promise to you. Yours truly...

Posted by 'Sorry Girl'

I'm sorry I was lying to you. I just don't want anyone to know that I'm bad. I'm scared that if you know it, you're going to judge me, just like I judge myself. I want to delete it like it never happened and try to forget it and believe I'd never done it. I'm so sorry that I was lying to you. The truth is out there.

Now I know that I can't lie to you anymore. This was my first lying episode and the truth hurts but this lying hurts me more. I'm not going to lie anymore and let you know how bad I was and if you want to leave me, I understand. If I were you, I would. I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone.

You're a really nice guy, the nicest guy I have ever met. I don't want to lose you but if you choose to go, I will accept it. I don't want to hurt you but if I disappoint you or make you feel sorry about things then you are better off without me. I'm really sorry.

Posted by Lily

I'm so, so sorry I hurt you. I was completely thoughtless and selfish. I never want to hurt you and I've done it so often. I regret everything I said so much. I regretted it while I was saying it... I wish so much I had stopped.

I can't think of any way to try to explain that doesn't make me hate myself more. I wish I had dealt with my guilt better. I was selfish, again, wanting to feel better about how I had hurt you. I wanted you to feel better, too, and I would have done anything to make you feel better if I knew what to do, but I knew I didn't know how to help.

I brought it up because I couldn't deal with how bad I felt and so I put that on you. I am deeply ashamed of how I acted and all I can say is that, even though it doesn't seem like it, I remember these things and I try to be better and to learn from them. I never want to hurt you and it's so horrible that I've done so so many times.

I love you more than anything in the world, more than I ever thought it was possible to love someone, and the pain of hurting you is unlike anything I've ever felt. I wish I could go back and take back what I said but I can't.

All I can do is learn and make sure I think, from now on, about how interwoven these things are. I can't simply be unhappy about them because my unhappiness hurts you. I didn't understand that for a long time, but this time, I had learned that, and I didn't use that knowledge. I wish I had. I am so sorry. I love you.

Posted by Hollie

Sorry for being a huge pain Alex when it's my own fault. I am in a bad mood. I didn't say it was bad for you to like prom I just sometimes feel everyone picks on me because I don't understand things that relate back to love in one form or another.

As an asexual I find love a weird topic and I don't really understand it so when people mention things about dances and proms etc. I see it as a pompous act to waste money on something that we don't yet understand as young adults.

So that's why I got offended because it seemed like you were hating on me just because I don't get something you find easy to understand.

I wasn't meaning to be a jerk, I was just trying to explain how I felt which may seem extreme to you but would make sense to other asexual people.

Posted by K.

I'm sorry Jake. I know you were probably too sick to notice but I wish I could have visited you more. I love you so much and would do anything to have you back.

You are God's little angel now and I'm sure you get visitors all the time.

I feel really guilty for not regularly seeing you before you passed. Now that I'm older I realize that I should have always been with you. I love you more than this letter can explain and I hope you live the rest of eternity in peace.

Your little sister is beautiful and her eyes remind me so much of you, I really wish you were here to see them. Love, K.

Posted by Julie

I know that you will never see this as the internet is too large, but I realize that I have been hanging onto a dream that will never come true.

Even though I will always love you and even though we have been together for a long time, all the indicators were there, we never got married, or had kids, but it was not because I did not want to, I just did not want to with you.

Before more time passes I want to end our relationships before it is too late for both of us to find happiness.

This part is the worst part of all that after over 13 years of being together, I have done something that disrespects us both, slept with another man...what is the worst part is the second I did it I realized it was the biggest mistake I could make, one you would not make but a reverse way to make it easier to end this relationship.

I will never tell you any of this only that I know we both know we need to separate especially as I know the truth would hurt you down to the core. Before anymore damage can be done, know this... I love you more than words can express and I will never be sorry enough.

Posted by L.

Jefferey, I remember the times we shared together. The passion we felt when we were with each other and the phone calls we had when we were not. But deep in the crevices of my heart I knew it was too good to last.

Why is fate so cruel? I explained my circumstances to you before we became lovers. So why were you so surprised when I ended it? Why are you determined to have me back? My circumstances have not changed.

I read once, "If you love it, let it go. If it comes back to you then it is yours. If it doesn't then it was never meant to be..."

Please let me go. If the fates would have it then some time later - when all my sh*t is worked out - then we'll be together again. If not then just appreciate what we had.

I have no regrets that I fell in love with you. My life is richer for that fact. Take care my love. Please accept this parting and know that it hurts me as much as it hurts you. I will always love you. L

Posted by Anonymous

To both my Exes,

I was so sorry to hurt you both due to my immaturity 4 years ago. Now you both deserve the best of everything. I never understood the true meaning of love and how I should do or react at that moment. However, I knew that I have never cheated on either of you.

Now I only hope you both are very happy and my single self will continue to grow up alone. I am thankful for what happened to me. The sadness and blessing are so real. Thank you both for making my life colorful and I was really sorry to let you down. Best wishes to you both.