Apology Message Board 55

Posted by Jackie

James, I'm sorry I've been acting crazy when you go with your friends for the whole weekend.

I think deep down its because I'm mad that I don't have that and you're literally the only thing in my life. When you can't spend time with me it makes me feel alone and we both know that's my biggest fear. I know you say it's fine but I just don't want to scare you away. I love you.

Posted by Danté

Jordan I am so sorry I guess I just tried too hard to be your best friend. You were a good friend and I should've wanted nothing more than that. I should've just left it as friends but I was an idiot and I wanted to be best friends I didn't think you wouldn't want to be. I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart. If you ever read this…

Posted by Sarah

I'm sorry for how I've treated you. I have issues with self esteem and anger from events that happened a long time before I met you and I deeply regret taking my resentment of myself out on you.

I held onto grudges and unfairly put you down throughout our relationship. You have every reason to be unsure about our relationship and for feeling like you need to find yourself.

Should I be lucky and be given another chance, I promise to love you the way I should have all along and respect your journey to find yourself. I will work on myself, my self esteem and anxieties...regardless of the outcome of us. More importantly, I promise to respect you and your privacy.

You're a wonderful person, energetic, intelligent and creative. I hope that I can show you how much I appreciate and love you.

Posted by Claire

Hello Stranger, We ran into each other as I was exiting BECU today. The line for the ATM's was backed up (as usual), and you had the misfortune of arriving moments before my departure. Because of this, you were standing, partially blocking both doors.

What I should have said was "Excuse me", and usually I would have. But today, for reasons I can only chalk up to stress induced stupidity, I instead said "Both doors?" in an exasperated, impatient tone. And then, you said "Sorry", apologizing for having been placed so centrally.

What I should have said was "No, I'm sorry, its not a big deal." What did I say? Nothing. I muttered something in response to your apology, but I was still walking out, and not sure even what I was trying to say. Anyway, I went back a few minutes later, hoping to catch you in person to apologize, and because I was only looking at your feet when I left, I wasn't sure what you looked like. So I stopped this other random woman who was also wearing sandals, but she said that I got her mixed up with you.

Anyway, I really am sorry. There was no reason for me be so rude, and I'm hoping that it didn't ruin your day. Though Im sure it also didn't make it better. Really sorry.

Posted by JL

This is to the girl that gave me the best years of my life...even after not being with you for almost 3 years I still think of how I messed up really bad and after you Meg... there hasn't been anyone I've crossed eyes with like I did on that math class.

I still remember that like if it happened yesterday... Seeing those beautiful blue eyes that made me go crazy and since that day I knew I wanted to date you. I had the best relationship with you as friends and you gave me the best years as my gf. I can only say you've been my only gf because I haven't found anyone like you...

As much as I would like to say that I'm over you... I'm not... I regret doing what I did knowing I was coming back and thinking long distance wasn't gonna work... But now I regret not giving it a try...I hope you also remember the good times of our relationship.

I know words can't fix the past but I would love to recover that awesome friendship we had. Miss you and love you. From: JL to the girl with blue eyes that I know that they are really grey but hides those beautiful eyes with contacts ;) Meg fl

Posted by Jas

I'm sorry for lying to you. I didn't mean to hurt you. I love you so much baby!

Posted by Chok

My Dearest Tala, It's been a while, months has gone by and still.. it all seems like it was yesterday.

I remember the days we spent in the mountains, how we walked hand in hand in the streets, kissing you under the pine trees, how we played and laughed under the sheets.. it's all inside my head like how when a music box is opened, and the tune starts playing our memories.. as I quietly sit here watching the still water and the sun behind the clouds.. I gently whispered your name to the wind.. Hoping it will reach you so you could hear how much I yearn for you..

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Letting you go was the hardest decision I've ever made in my life.. it's an endless torment..

I love you so much.. but it is what you need.. so go.. don't look back.. live your life, fall in love.. be happy.. it's all I ever wanted for you..

I hope one day you find it in your heart to forgive me.. You are one of the best thing that ever happened to me.. everyday with you is the music of my life.. you will always be in my heart.. so from now on.. i will take you with me wherever I go.. I will live my life loving you from afar, because loving you makes me stronger and made me a better person than I was.. you gave me light when I was on the edge of darkness.. and for that I will be forever grateful.

So thank you. For everything.. for trying, for the time, for the laughters, and for the lessons learned. You are every reason, every hope and every dream that i've ever had.. you are all those things.. even if this lifetime is not for us.. I will search for you in the next.. and I will do it all over again even if our time will be brief.. because I know deep in my heart that the purpose of my soul is to love you each and every lifetime..

So goodbye for now my love. I will remain silent but know that I love you still. I always have and I always will.. All my love, Chok