Apology Message Board 62

Posted by Bob

I'm sorry for acting so ignorant for so long. God I'm sorry for not appreciating all the blessings you've given me. I'm sorry for always focusing on the things I don't have or want or the things others have that I want.

To all my family members in the past and present, thank you for all your sacrifice, hard work, and generosity. It is because of you that I am so blessed.

Jesus, I am so sorry for drifting away from you for so long and allowing the devil to pollute my mind and believing in his lies. I'm so sorry Jesus. I have redirected my steps toward you.

I apologize for all the wrong that I have done, for all the good I could have done but didn't. Jesus, you are now what is most important in my life. Never again will I let the day pass without at least once say before I go to bed, thank you Jesus. I think about all the wrong I've done, all I could have done, I think about how I allowed the devil's lies to control me.

I'm so sorry God. I pray for mercy, peace, peace of mind, and forgiveness. Thank you Jesus for not giving up on me when so many times I gave up on you. Thank you Jesus for never leaving me. Thank you Jesus.

Posted by Toni

I'm so sorry to everyone I've ever hurt. I'm caused so much pain by being so selfish. I deserve all the hate. Everyday I wish I could go back in time but I have to live with knowing I'm such a horrible person. I promise to make a change. Please forgive me. Toni x

Posted by Chris (former singer for the serpent of old)

Coming out of Babylon: I'm sorry to the Father who is in heaven and His Son Jesus, for not reading the words of love, guidance, trust, power, protection and rebuke that is in the King James bible.

You loved me and numbered the hairs on my head, sent angels to help guide me through the test that is life, and even sent Your most precious and sweet Holy Spirit to a guy like me, to turn me from my destructive ways.

And for 35 years I was not accepting of the gifts that came straight from heaven. You Jesus did not give up on me, I am just now learning what that kind of love means. The more I read the bible the more I realize just how far I really am from the character of my creator. I love you Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit please continue to grant me knowledge in Your word that I may finally begin doing Your Will, and not my own. :)

Posted by Russella M

I live in Tempe AZ and I want to apologize to Robert at the Arizona Mills. We got into a situation to where we weren't talking that lasted 2 weeks. It became unbearable.

I really care about this guy, I love him so much as a friend. I just quit my job didn't say goodbye and I kind of ghosted him but he wasn’t talking to me.

I want to apologize to him. I didn't want to keep hurting him so I thought it would be better if I left. He is a great guy and doesn't deserve this.

If Robert ever sees this I'm so sorry. I suffer every day because of this. I was afraid that something bad was going to happen. If I could do it all over again it would not happen. I hope you can forgive me because I do adore you.

Posted by Kapa

Εύη σε αγαπούσα όσο δεν πήγαινε το μυαλό σου. Έκανα την πρώτη μαλακία μου με την Κατερίνα και με συγχώρεσες και από τότε βελτιώθηκα μόνο και μόνο γιατί δεν θα άντεχα ποτέ μου να σε ξαναδώ να νιώθεις έτσι.

Μετά με την Μπελλίνα πιστευω πως δεν έφτεγα γιατί ήταν παλιά η συνομιλία και δεν θυμόμουν καν ότι έγινε,αλλά κατηγορώ απόλυτα τον εαυτό μου που σου είχα βάλει από πριν αυτό το σκεπτικό και λυπάμαι αφάνταστα για αυτό. Τώρα πια δεν θες καν να μιλάμε και σε καταλαβαίνω απλώς δεν αντέχω πια χωρίς εσένα και ψάχνω σε όλες να βρω εσένα και μόνο εσένα.

Ξέρω ότι αυτό το κείμενο δεν θα το δεις ποτέ και πιστεύω είναι καλύτερα έτσι γιατί άμα το δεις ίσως και να άλλαζε κάτι αλλά αμφιβάλω. Η καρδιά και το μυαλό σου ανήκουν σε κάποιον άλλο τυχερό τώρα πια και ελπίζω να σου φερθεί όσο καλύτερα γίνεται για τημ ηλικία μας. Σε αγαπούσα και συνεχίζω να σε αγαπάω. Όποτε σε βλέπω οπουδήποτε απλώς στεναχωριέμαι που δεν μπορώ να σε έχω πια. Εύη σε αγαπάω και συγνώμη για όλα ομορφιά μου...

Posted by Anonymous

I need to apologise to myself. I am so incredibly hard on myself and it is wearing thin. I need to stop beating myself up for not being "perfect" whatever that is, and understand that it is okay to screw up, even if it is unintentional.

I need to do this particularly so my young child doesn't see me, or absorb these awful feelings I have about not being "good enough" and "being an idiot." I know to my child I am perfect. I can acknowledge this quite easily but it does not make it any easier :(

Posted by Ashley

Hey, I'm sorry if my jokes made you uncomfortable while you were telling your story.

I'm so sorry and I feel so bad right now for doing that. It was the completely wrong time and I hope you can forgive me one day for it. I really messed up and I don't want me making a stupid decision to ruin our friendship, it's just that I don't want things to change between us.

Posted by MapS

Pegtre....I apologize for my Dad and Brother they acted insensitively towards you and I apologize for them......

Posted by Charmander

Hey guys... I know y’all probably won't read this but I'm really sorry for not contributing anything to the project.... I'm really really sorry for messing things up and I can help to do the bulk of the presentation since you guys did most of the other work ... I know that y'all probably lost like 60% of trust in me but please let me make it up to you with the remaining 40%....... I’m really really sorry.......

Posted by Armando

Dear Kiana,

As you know, we recently closed a chapter of our lives. We've come so far, but short as well. I love you Kiana, I really do. You mean just about everything to me.

One of my life goals is to make you happy, make you feel appreciated, make you feel like you have someone that will always be there for you no matter what.

I know I was not always the ideal boyfriend, but know that my heart was and is engulfed in the idea of loving you forever. I hope you can forgive me and have faith that I can to be that perfect man for you someday. I will always strive to make you happy and give you the love you deserve.

Love, Armando

Posted by CJ

Marie, I'm sorry for not fully grasping your issue. I knew nothing about it and was unsure what to do. Looking back it was very insensitive and ignorant not to try to build something between us and not run the other way. I'm heartbroken I didn't and I sincerely apologize.

Posted by Stetson

I'm sorry mom I didn't mean to grow up and not do anything with my life. I'm sorry to my father for not becoming what you wanted. I'm sorry to all my ex's and current gf for being a bad guy.

I wished I was better for all of y'all.

I'm sorry to my friends for caring only about myself. I tried therapy it just made me more angry. I tried changing and now I'm a fake, I just don't blow up in front of other people.

I have never hurt anyone physically accept a few not mentioned and only men, it's sad that's the only good thing I can say. I can't end my life because of god and that would hurt them more, but I always know they would be better off.

Posted by Alex Versteeg

Kelly, I am so sorry for the way I treated you one day we had health class during the 1st semester of freshman years of high school.

I don't remember exactly what I said to you, but I know it was verbally abusive and I regret it even to this day. I don't know what came over me. I feel like I should have told you then and there, but I didn't know if you were going to forgive me or not.

I remember when you and I first met either the 2nd or 3rd day of freshman year. That was a time when I, having High-functioning Autism, was very uncomfortable with my new surroundings. For someone like me, making friends is really difficult. Then you came up and introduced yourself to me. It was that moment I started to feel better about life because I had just made a new friend. You were like an angel in human form for doing that.

Fast forward to that day, and I've hated myself ever since I hurt you like I did. I don't know where you live now, but if I did, I'd tell you in person how terrible of a person I was and how much regret I've been living with.

You are a really beautiful, loving, kind, and caring person and I should have treated you as such. I hope you are living a great life because you deserve it.

Posted by Joy

I'm sorry I'm being annoying... I don't really know how to socialize well and I get carried away.

I'm sorry for spamming messages :( I feel really bad and I hate myself for being so overly sensitive and crying when you told me to shut the f*** up. At least you don't know that I cried, good thing we only speak over text. But still, I'm sorry. I think I won't text you for a while... Maybe that's going to help a bit? Hopefully posting this clears my mind.

Posted by Lu

Sorry to my neighbor who I acted insensitivly toward in the 70s.. I should have been more understanding.

Posted by Ashley Nita

I am so sorry. I'll never be perfect and I am so sorry I'll never be what you wished for. I don't do things intentionally to hurt you and it hurts me even more to know that I am the reason you're depressed when all I ever want is to see you happy.

Your happiness is what I pray for in my daily prayers and all I want is to be the perfect girlfriend for you. I love you, you Rock!

Posted by Adrelia

I am really sorry for being indecisive as always, I felt like it was my fault hanging all of you. My feelings had taken over me, and with that I kept overthinking that you all hated me, but I was wrong. I was battling with myself. Until now, I still regret what happened. I should've talked to you and said sorry in the first place.

Posted by Anonymous

Shane the Tigger,

If there's someway for you to actually see this, I hope that you can forgive me. I was stupid when we were young and if I could go back in time and change everything I would. I'm still stuck on you and I'm not sure why, even after over 6 years now. I think that it's because I need to tell you face to face, even though I know that's very unlikely to ever happen. I'm sorry and I wish that we could have spent more time together. We could have been best friends and more. I regret not being more honest with who I was and I wish you would have known the real me.

Goodbye Tigger, I hope that you can one day forgive me and understand that I was just a dumb kid at the time craving attention in a broken home. Thank you for being in my life because you were my first love and I just can't forget you no matter how hard I try.

Posted by Anónimo

My dear Uyee,

I am so so sorry. I behaved like a teenager the entire time I was with you. I was blind to reality. Now I've seen what reality is and you did absolutely nothing wrong by following your heart and getting me out of your life.

One thing I wish I could tell you in person is that I never would lay a single finger on you as I always promised. Nor would I do anything to your family. I can't change how I feel about you and it never will. I will always love you no matter what.

Once again I apologize for not being a man in our relationship. I never took anything seriously and that really put a damper on all things. I can't go back and give you back the time I made you waste with me but I pray you get rewarded 10 fold.

As for me, I have to fix all my wrong doings plus a 1/5 as God has ordered us to do when we do something wrong. I wish you the best of the best and even though the memories are not real I will cherish them until my last breath. I will never be able to contact you so I say my farewell with the utmost candidness and love. I will never forget driving with you lol

Posted by Erin

Dear Ashar... I'm sorry I can't believe you when you tell me you love me. I'm sorry I feel unloveable.

You've made the biggest mark on my heart and soul. To tell you goodbye was the hardest thing I've done in a long life of enduring hard things. I will love you quietly, silently, every day. And if I ever manage to do anything right and good in this world, I hope God will let me have you after death, after Allah repairs my heart and makes me whole once again so that I might be worthy of your love. I will pray for you every day. I will love you every day.

Yours, Erin

Posted by Lu

Sorry to the people I didn't see behind me in the park. My backing into the spot was too fast. I hope no one was frightened or upset with me. I apologized then and am doing it again Sorry....

Posted by Denise Warriner Smith

Dear Kevin Durant,

Although I did not personally attend Game 5, as a proud Canadian, I was angered and dismayed to observe *some* Toronto fans cheer when you suffered the injury. It lacked class, and was a bullying tactic. I reject that behaviour completely.

On behalf of Toronto, I want to offer a sincere apology to you. I was hurt to see you in pain. You are a formidable player, and I have no doubt that your determination will have NBA fans cheering you on again soon.

Keep positive! Praying for your quick recovery.

From one of many caring Torontonians...

Posted by Mike CanDo

Sometimes things take a drastic turn, and we really can't do much about it. Same thing had happened that day.

Things were not right, so I followed my temper which caused so much hurt to the youth. I want to tell you that it was not my mistake. I admit it was my fault that I behaved in such a bad way.

I know it's not easy to come out of such a mind frame. When you are hurt, you really do what you want to do. But, believe us, we are writing this to the group because we truly feel that what we did was wrong. And, we are asking for forgiveness. We are really really sorry!

Posted by Maria

Even though, I was hurt by someone who I have known for years. I took it too far by allowing too much drama to go on and lying. I didn't want this to get out of hand. Please forgive me for feeling insecure.

Posted by Jeff

This is to my dog B. I am so sorry about what happened to you. If I could go back in time, I would go back the day I got you when you were a little puppy and there are so many things I would have done differently.

I wish I looked at things from your perspective and tried to do things the way you would have wanted. I wish I had taken you to the vet when you got sick and I didn't realize how sick you would get.

I am so sorry that I wasn't a better friend to you. I am so sorry about the way your life ended and all the life you missed out on because you died too early. I miss you so much.

Posted by Ricardo

Abi, I'm speaking into the void but I'm sorry that I wasn't the man you wanted me to be on our date. I'm a deeply flawed human who can't handle rejection or even my emotions well, you're a great person who deserves somebody twenty times less impulsive and stable than me.

I feel I might've disappointed you, I wish things went better that night because I did feel a click between us but I don't know if you felt the same. I just feel bad about everything and getting too drunk, if I could go back in time I'd do things a million times different and come on less strong.

I'm sorry I ran at the club. I panicked and didn't know what to do. I feel like an immature child about everything, I wish I could tell you how I feel but you probably wouldn't care and just find this annoying.

Have a great life and thank you for my first intimate experience with another person, I hope you think about me but you probably don't.

Posted by Bar.

Dor.fr....Sorry for not being there emotionally for you. I was just looking for someone who I connected with. I was immature and should have listened to you more. Your emotional pain from your separation/divorce was evident looking back...Sorry.

Posted by Chuck L.

Nanc, Wes... I apologize for not fully grasping your issues, I should have been more understanding to you thinking back. My not responding to your generous offer was a part of my own issues with my ex at the time... I kinda had one toe in the water. Anyway God Bless You and Your Family.