A Friend Apology

by Akeisha

Everything just fell apart, we argued and argued and argued. I know I’m probably the last person you want to hear from, but please hear me out. I don't know where to start so I’ll start with this; I’m really upset.

The argument we had the other day has left me much disturbed. I said things that might have hurt you, and I am extremely sorry for putting you through this.

I understand your viewpoint now. I ask for your forgiveness. I have been meaning to apologize to you for using inappropriate language the other day.

Nothing I say can justify what I said with a feeling of deep regret for using those hurtful words. I take full responsibility and ask for a second chance. I’ll ensure this doesn’t happen again.

I feel extremely ashamed of my rude behavior with you. I deeply regret it.

You are my dearest friend, and I cannot imagine my life without you. I have had sleepless nights thinking about my unacceptable behavior, and I take complete responsibility for my actions. I hope you understand that I didn’t mean to do that.

I sincerely apologize for whatever has happened in the past.

I deeply regret not being there for you when you needed me the most. I hate fighting, especially with you. My mistake ruined our friendship and I don't know how to make things right between us.

Knowing that I did this to my best friend kills me.

I don't know what I was thinking and I hate myself for it. I just want to say I'm sincerely sorry for putting you through this sh*t. I know I was lying to myself. Every time we fought it hurt me more, and now we’re not even talking anymore, let alone friends.

I'm really struggling without you now, we used to be best friends and you mean a lot to me, more than you know. I'm ready to wait until you can talk to me.

A lot of people walk in and out of my life but you're one of the few I ever really wanted to stay, and until I make things right with you, you're going to be constant and I don’t want to lose you.

I made a mistake, and I really regret it. I don't think it's worth ending our friendship over though, I hope you think that too.

I haven’t changed, I know I seem like I have but I really haven’t. You did see something in me and I hope I get the chance to show you that it is still here and prove to you I’m still someone you can trust.

I'm honestly heartbroken things are like this, I don't want my mistake to ruin our friendship and it would mean so much to me if you could give me a second chance.

Our friendship is too valuable to me to end over this. To find another friend like you would be impossible, you’re caring, patient, funny... I can go on and on, and it doesn't feel right without you anymore.

I didn't mean for things to be like this and wish I could take everything back to when we were close friends, I know I can't but I can show you that this will never happen again and I'm still thought of as your best friend.

I keep apologising because I’ve been completely in the wrong to be so inconsiderate and act like I have, I wasn't the friend I should have been but I don't want to lose you because I think you're worth holding on to, I don't know why, but whenever I had a bad day, or week you always made me feel better, you were one of the few who could do that.

I know that my behaviour was unacceptable towards you. It wasn’t easy for me to write this apology letter. But I hope this letter helps show you just how I feel, how much you mean to me and how sorry I am.

Whatever you decide I'll always treasure our friendship and the good times we had. We went through a lot together, and you’re one of the few people I trust. You’re very special to me.

Please accept this apology and I hope you can forgive me. You're very special to me and knowing I’ll lose my sister hurts. Can I please fix this somehow?

I’ll always be there for you. Thank you for being my friend. Wishing you well and waiting for your reply.

Please accept my heartfelt apology.